Wednesday, September 02, 2009blogger
Self-ish-Reflection.
Chang Han cried, did he?
Alright, Forget it.
I was angry.
I was annoyed.
I was pissed off.
Ask yourself,
How many times have I try to talk to you?
How many times have I talk nicely to you?
How many times have I send you msg, wishing and hoping you to have a great day?
Give and I shall receive?
Yeah..
I receive your coldness and your attitude.
I could not stand this anymore.
And I break down. today.
I insulted you.
I yell at you.
I jerks at you.
and I cried.
Out there, I know alot of people in this planet hate me.
I realised that you have done no wrong.
Even so, you have helped me, with all the criticism that people said about me.
You are right, I talked without using brain.
And this has caused me problems.
You are no wrong, it's all about me.
I put too much negative on you.
I put too much illusions on you.
I put too much faults on you.
All these are what I put on you.
You are pretty.
I have gave my 100% to you.
You do not realised it, and yet I thought you dun appreciated it.
I repeat my mistakes all over again.
I got too much pride and ego on myself that I refused to put them down.
Chloe, I know, you are someone who don't judge people.
You are awesome.
The one who do not appreciate is me.
My mother used to say that I am narrow-minded.
I never took that seriously.
And after constant reflection, I've realised.
Yet, I judge people over and over again.
This has caused misery on myself and without second thought, I blast all my misery on you.
You are so innocent and a horrible guy like me has put you down to get rid of my misery.
Not only my misery did not decreased, it increased and hurt you too.
How selfish am I?
I'm not seeking for forgiveness.
You have forgive me alot of times.
I've repeated my mistakes alot of times too.
I just couldn't learn.
Maybe it will be better if you don't forgive me.
伟大的智慧.
伟大的文化.
伟大的慈悲精神. [You can't see me]
If you want some, come get some !
There's no way you breakin' me kid, I'm harder than nails.
Who am I ?
My name is LIM-CHANGHAN ♥ I am just an ordinary guy with a dose of confidence.. Part of me is dazzling purple - energetic and sprightly, sharp and keen, laughing at my friends and enjoying their reactions. But deep inside, there is another part, pale blue, like a blue bonnet hiding under itself, timid and uncertain, apprehensive and nervous, scared to death when asked out. Yet they are both very real, and they are both me. (:
All talk no action !
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